Hello, I thought start of by saying hi it’s been the worst time of my life I went in to hospital in march came out in may the so staff were horrible some were nice was in a mixed ward I met people there who were so loud I got on with them but was way to loud but I felt like I hit rock bottom my.friends all ran to see me I can’t say I’m ok I lost some weight because food in there was horrible I can’t speak the same way I have psychosis now it’s hard to get my head around .
I had massive breakdown manic episode and met some extra weird people but I went to mixed ward I had been in hospital before this was different a strange time I never thought I would get out I’m on aripiprazole and antidepressants now that make drowsy but I have lot recovering to do I feel like I don’t want to live at home any more like I live with my dad but he going to sell up. I have no idea what to say but I can say if I’m recovering. It’s been hell of lot to go through I’ve got amazing friends but it’s just been like they came to feed me and everything like it’s a lot to go through I can’t really make somebody I don’t think I’m gonna be about to work I’m watching really remember I deferred from uni like I’m recovering love y’all